it's all abt $

What THE... what are they trying to do, suck me dry??! uuurrrgghhh... doesn't make sense for me to buy mucc's 8/17 release, since i have both CDs, but...but... ok, ok... *must be rational*. Save the money to buy some of their earlier releases which I don't have. Anyway, it's good news that the 9/1 album first press comes with a DVD that's supposed to show footage of this year's Spring "Tokyo 10 Days" Tour, including backstage scenes. GGGRReeaattt!

Uhm..hope Yuki's alright. Had no idea what happened to him, cos my poor command of Japanese got me nowhere on their webpage notice. Luckily for friends who are better at the language... Well, still have no idea what happened to him, since the notice didn't clarify, so just hope he can recover soon..

Work stuff... things weren't going well these past two days. I have to admit my mood was swinging all over the place. Reason? Gosh it's so easy to realize what it is when you match the mood swings with which colleagues are on leave or back. Luckily towards the later half of today, I shook myself hard and managed to get out of it. Have to keep telling myself, I'm not in it for the long run...can't allow them to have anything to say about me...keep the big picture in mind...

And yet... can't help wondering whether I'm also suited to stay on longer here. After all, having worked here for 3plus years, I know what it takes to stay on and survive if I just want a job.

I think, after the initial enthusiasm about a prospective new career in teaching, I'm only just becoming more aware of the reality of what that entails as well.

Decisions... why can't everything be clear-cut. Like whether or not you like a band (hah!).

One last thing...pple who know me in real life who haven't seen me since Sat, here's a warning. I've permed my hair. Yep. Be prepared.